Chapter 193: Tasting Death

rb XuXu's life. " 。I knew from the very beginning that Xuanxuan was my child, but I've always treated him as my nephew. 。I have no other intentions and didn't mean to have the child contact Jo Shunche...Qiao Zixuan turned his head to see that Mommy wasn't keeping up with them, so he ran back to Mommy's side and called out to her.

"Mommy, run!" 。"

"Hun Hun, Mommy wants to try this. " 。Qin Jingwen suddenly spoke. 。When others stood at heights and jumped down, she didn't know what they were thinking. But she knew it was a good way to release herself. 。After being away for so long, she had too much suppressed inside her. She wanted to jump in and throw everything out of her heart, wanting to make herself feel lighter. 。Xuan Xuan was surprised and speechless. Instead, he looked in the direction of the bungee jump. 。At this time, the moon heard and returned. 。"Mommy, you don't even dare to ride the pirate ship, are you sure you dare to bungee jump That's so high and scary!" 。"Half-moon reminded Mommy, and also worried about Mommy" 。"Mommy can, Mommy wants to challenge herself" 。“ Qin Jingwen smiled, her warm face revealing a faint dimple. ” 。Life is all about challenges, Qin Jingwen's life is no exception. Her challenges are just a little bit more than others. Bungee jumping probably wouldn't even be considered a challenge for her. 。"Stop playing, it's too dangerous." 。" Qiao Shunchen also spoke up to stop her, but his opposition became Qin Jingwen's motivation. " 。"It's okay, I'll try once." 。"Danger How little danger has Qin Jingwen experienced This is the least insignificant one." 。Qin Jingwen finally went to the bungee jumping ticket office. 。 This wasn't something Sun Xu had prepared for them. They had to queue up to buy tickets, then have their blood pressure and weight measured, and finally sign a safety agreement. 。"Sir, is this your husband Sir, please take a look at the safety instructions and sign in the guardian's section." 。" Staff members were going about their daily routines. " 。"He..."Qin Jingwen was about to say he wasn't her husband, but at this moment, Qiao Shunchen had naturally taken the safety instructions and looked them over. After that, he signed his name in the guardian column. 。Now Qiao Shunchen is glad he stopped Qin Jingwen from succeeding, otherwise how could he possibly feel what it's like to be Qin Jingwen's husband. 。"Family members can follow up." 。"

Staff member spoke again 。"Forget it, I'll go up myself. You watch the kids." 。Qin Jingwen refused, she was afraid that if she got scared, she would be ridiculed by Qiao Shunchen. 。There are staff members who can take care of things over there, your husband can accompany you up. 。"The staff's words left Qin Jingwen speechless." 。After Qiao Shunchen gave the two children to the staff, he went upstairs with Qin Jingwen. 。Joe Shunchen's position wasn't far from Qin Jingwen's, but there was a gap hanging in the middle. 。< Two people were parallel to each other, but he could only see Qin Jingwen's profile. > 。Watching the staff carefully check Qin Jing for everything, Qiao Shunchen's heart suddenly tightened. 。He was afraid that if the staff were negligent, Qin Jingwen would be in danger. He was afraid that if the staff were negligent, he would never see Qin Jingwen again. 。Qin Jingwen had already prepared, she wasn't as nervous as she had imagined. 。From the highest point, she saw a boundless sky and an endless ocean. 。At this moment, everything around her seemed insignificant. She looked up at the sky and down at her feet, realizing that humans were the smallest beings in the world. 。Wouldn't jumping end it all Wouldn't it bring release, a fresh start Wouldn't jumping make me forget everything, everyone, every joy and sorrow, and the love I can't have 。"Madam, are you ready" The staff member asked. 。"Ready, don't push me, I'm jumping myself." 。"Qin Jing spoke softly and calmly. 。"Well then, madam, look over to your husband's side, someone there is recording your license plate and capturing the moment of your bravery." 。Qin Jingwen, following the staff member's instructions, turned her head to look at Qiao Shunchen. 。She wanted to see what her husband looked like in other people's mouths, she wanted to see if the husband she had at this moment belonged to her. 。 Qiao Shunchen just stood there, very close but unable to touch or reach. 。At this moment, just like them in reality, if she were to rush towards him regardless of the consequences, she would be shattered into pieces. 。They were just one step apart, yet that single step was a chasm of a thousand leagues. 。The moment their eyes met, Qiao Shunchen was even more afraid. He suddenly had a feeling that he would forever lose Qin Jingwen, and this time the feeling was particularly intense. 。His eyes were filled with worry and fear, and then he spoke. 。“Winn, it's time to stop playing. Let's go home.” 。" Qiao Shunchen couldn't help but speak up. If he saw a road in front of him, he would definitely run over and stop her. " 。This also made him think of his mother. 。If he had gone home earlier, and stopped his mother at the crucial moment, the tragedy would not have happened. 。Qin Jingwen heard Qiao Shunchen's words, but standing here was her own decision. Even if she jumped and died, she would never back down. 。Just like her fate, all the roads she walked, though winding, were her choices. She had to walk them, even if they were painful. 。Qin Jingwen did not answer Qiao Shunchen, but instead gave a sad and beautiful smile with her dimples. 。Then he jumped down. 。Goodbye, Qiao Shunchen. After this jump, please leave my world on your own accord, and I hope you hit your head against the cliff until you choose to forget Qiao Shunchen. 。If she couldn't forget Qiao Shunchen, she would rather have the rope break and die at sea. That way, she wouldn't have to remember Qiao Shunchen anymore, and she wouldn't have to suffer for him. 。Qin Jingwen's indifferent smile made Qiao Shunchen's heart sink to the bottom. The moment Qin Jingwen jumped down, it felt like their farewell. 。Jo Shunchen's heart stopped beating the instant Qin Jingwen jumped, his breath hitching. This moment was a replay of history, like when his mother passed away, only one died before his eyes and the other leaped from them. 。These two women were both his loves, yet they were also the ones who caused her pain and reluctance. 。Jo Shunchen watched Qin Jingwen's figure disappear, and suddenly he felt that he owed Qin Jingwen too much. She just jumped down with despair, jumping down with his debt to her. 。He was never even given the opportunity for compensation. 。If Qin Jingwen just disappeared like this in his world, the debt he couldn't compensate for her would become his lifelong regret. 。At this moment, he understood many things. Qin Jingwen was the woman he loved deeply. Even if he couldn't give her close protection, he couldn't let her be heartbroken because of him. This was the most basic kind of protection. 。After Qiao Shunchen arrived, he saw Qin Jingwen in the reception hall. At that moment, he didn't say a word and walked straight to Qin Jingwen, hugging her tightly. 。Only in this way could he truly feel Qin Jingwen's presence, only in this way would he be sure that the previous panic was just a dream 。Qin Jingwen was held suddenly, although she was still shaken and needed such an embrace to comfort her, this man didn't belong to her, and she wasn't in a relationship with him that allowed for embraces. 。Qin Jingwen forcefully broke free from Qiao Shunchen's embrace, revealing a mournful smile once more. 。Let's go pick up the kids. 。Qin Jingwen had already thrown everything into the sea after her recent bungee jump, but Qiao Shunchen's nonsensical hug effortlessly brought back all her worries, including her love for him. 。A few people arrived at the lunch spot together. Sun Xu was already there, and he had also brought Qin Jing's homemade lunch. 。"Half moon, Xuanxuan, this is made by Mommy with my own hands, you both try it. " 。Qin Jingwen placed the lunchbox in front of the two children, but did not greet Qiao Shunchen. 。Because they weren't related, they weren't boyfriends and girlfriends, not even ordinary friends or colleagues. 。The only relationship between them is that he's the child's father and she's the child's mother, or from a biological standpoint 。"Hmm, this is delicious. Daddy, you should try it too. Mommy's cooking is the best." 。"Well, the best in the whole world, there's no second. 。"

Xuan Xuan also chimed in with a loud cheer.

"Okay, Daddy will try some too and see if it's as delicious as you guys say." 。Joe Shun-Chen put a piece in her mouth and savored it delicately. 。It's still that taste, still that feeling, that feeling of home, that taste of happiness. 。"Well, it is really delicious. " 。Whoever gets to taste Mommy's cooking is truly lucky. 。"

Joseph couldn't help but praise. 。We're all so lucky, we can eat Mommy's cooking for our whole lives. Daddy, from now on, just come back to eat when Mommy cooks, then the luck will be even greater. 。“

Half-Moon said sweetly, she didn’t feel the distance between her father and mother. She thought they would always be like this, and that mother would always cook for father.” 。The children's words lingered in Qiao Shunchen and Qin Jingwen's hearts, both carrying a unique sentiment. 。Qin Jingwen thought it was a joke that Qiao Shunchen liked to eat the meals she cooked. He would soon have someone else taking care of his daily life, so there was no way he could be eating her cooking. 。Joe Shun-Chen thought Qin Jingwen wouldn't possibly cook for him, because she would spend all her limited time earning money. 。"Hurry up and eat, or there will be none left." 。Qin Jingwen opened her mouth to break the ice between the two. 。Their park picnic continued 。Looking at the two children so happy, Qin Jingwen felt that if her life went on like this in the future, she would consider herself successful. 。When we got home in the evening, everyone was exhausted, and the two children had fallen asleep on the way back. 。Back at the suburban villa, Qin Jingwen helped the two children wash their hands and settle down. After that, she returned to her room, but discovered Qiao Shunchen was already sitting on the sofa. 。It's getting late, you should head back. 。" Meanwhile, Qin Jingwen walked towards the bed and whispered softly. " 。"I have already made a decision about the custody of the two children." 。Joe Shun-chen spoke coldly, but his tightly furrowed brows suddenly made Qin Jingwen nervous. 。"Wait, let me say a few words before you make a decision" 。"

Qin Jingwen seemed to already know Qiao Shunchen's decision, she wanted to persuade Qiao Shunchen one last time and try her best to get custody of the child.

" 。Qin Jingwen walked to the bed and sat down. 。"I'm afraid if Xuan Xuan stays by your side, the chairman will raise him to be just like you." 。imagined her marriage before, she never expected to be forced into it. 。You probably won't believe me if I told you guys, so I won't bother.It feels like a lump in my throat just thinking about it, bu...