44. Look directly into the pain

tor.in the two cells next to this cell, prisoners were frantically slapping at the alloy gates and shouting for help.their cries for help are getting less and less, and the water in their bodies is ra...the illusion of burning, boiling blood, thunderous heartbeat.

Qing Dust seems to feel the roar of the world and burns together with his own life.

but soon the burning began to fade again. As he breathed, the flame lines on his cheeks with Li Shutong were still there, but the air he inhaled into his lungs turned into a pleasant breeze, no longer accompanied by pain!

Lin Xiaoxiao suddenly reminded: "hold on to your consciousness, the pain you have forgotten will soon sweep through your mind, all pain, remember all pain." At that moment you will begin to collapse, and if you don't make it, no one can help. "

the pain mentioned by Lin Xiaoxiao immediately welled up in his mind:

the first time he lived alone, he tried to cut his finger when he was cooking. At that moment, the blade cut slowly across the skin, and even the touch of the fingerprints was recalled.

during waterboarding, the ice water flowing in his lungs was like poisonous saplings, and the cold roots were rooted in his lungs.

in the dark room, the dryness of dehydration collided with the pain of waterboarding the previous second.

and the sunset the day my mother left.

and the figure of each other dragging their suitcases in the setting sun.

all this is sweeping like a tide, as if to smash the seaside cliff into rubble.

the swarthy waves are as thin as a knife, whistling and wailing.

Qingchen seems to have returned to waterboarding and closed his eyes.

he fell into the darkness of nothingness again.

under the abyss there is a soft voice calling, "go with your mother."

Qingchen replied, "I have come a long way by myself, and I will walk the rest of the way by myself."

it was as if only a snap of time had passed, and he opened his eyes again.

No wonder Li Shutong said that if he could not get through that hurdle, he would not be able to follow his path.

it turned out to be for this moment.

the breath of Qing Dust is like a fire.

the fire seemed to burn up the past in an instant, and from then on he understood his choice. There was no need to feel sorry for himself or look back.

the rest of my life is full of the road ahead.

the expressions of Ye Wan and Lin Xiaoxiao beside them have also changed. they stand up straight and look at each other, as if they did not expect that Qingchen is still awake.

they have also experienced this kind of pain, and when the pain comes together, they know exactly what it is like when their hearts begin to collapse.

only those who have looked directly at each suffering can step across the abyss of 'asking the heart', separate their past from the future, and move forward.

Lin Xiaoxiao mumbled with a smile: "maybe Qingdun never forgets the pain, so he never forgets the pain."

the human brain has a protective mechanism, which will make you forget something deliberately, so that you can live a better life.

however, the state of hypermemory gives him a gift of celebrating dust and endless pain.

he has long been used to the pain of reviewing year after year.

Qingchen has never been the darling of the greenhouse. He was a miserable believer a long time ago.

moreover, he had already stepped across the abyss.

Li Shutong slowly loosened the palm of his hand and said with emotion, "this level is even smoother than I thought."

somehow, when he realized what was going on, he began to feel sorry for the teenager in front of him.

No one knows what the other person's life is like, or what he or she carries when he or she enjoys the gift.

the flame lines on Qingchen's cheeks began to fade, and he asked, "what's the use of this breathing"

asked because he didn't feel a significant change in his body.

I only felt refreshed and relaxed, and my weakness had receded quickly after four days of fasting.

"it's just an auxiliary means," Li Shutong said. "breathing is the difference in breathing rate. Now you can't use it alone. Wait for me to take you a few more times and you'll remember its rhythm."

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however, as soon as the words fell, Li Shutong saw the celebrating dust sitting opposite, and the lines of flame on his face no longer subsided, but spread again!

he said with a wry smile for the first time, "forgetting that you can enter the state of hypermemory, you can just write down the rhythm of your breath."

I have to say that Li Shutong is really a little helpless now. He was taken by his teacher more than 40 times before he barely remembered the respiratory rate, and he couldn't go wrong at all.

but the teenager in front of me can do it once.

Li Shutong turned to say, "since I don't need to take this with me, let me tell you directly about the inheritance of knights. As for the role of breathing, we can talk about it later."

"at the beginning of the Knights, it was the founder who discovered the secret of the genetic lock."

"according to his summary, when humans have completed eight life-and-death relationships, the genetic lock will be opened by itself."

Li Shutong continued: "in the earliest days, you can only be considered a qualified knight if you complete these eight life-and-death skills. The genetic lock is opened and it is otherworldly."

"at that time, there were still many knights who followed mankind through the era of cataclysm and ushered in a new era of civilization with the surviving humans."

"but then there were fewer and fewer knights, not because there was no suitable candidate, but because there was a life and death barrier that had to be done in the sea, but the whole sea became a taboo place. In the past, it was a close call, but now it is ten dead without life. "

"without a life-and-death relationship, the genetic shackles cannot be broken naturally."

"but Qin Sheng, the new leader of the Cavaliers at that time, was also very talented. he pioneered new breathing techniques to assist, and his successors found that when breathing was used in a challenge, he could open a little genetic lock every time he completed a life-and-death pass, so that he didn't have to complete everything before opening it."

"although a knight who completes only one item of life and death is not as powerful as a knight who has completed eight, but when everyone completes the sixth, his strength surpasses that of the older generation in an all-round way."

"if you divide it according to the level of the inner world, there are six levels, and the sixth item is the level."

Qingchen was stupefied for a moment, but he didn't expect that the extraordinary people in this world still had a level of strength.

he suddenly asked, "what's your grade, teacher"

Ye Wan said to one side, "the boss is a class."

because Li Shutong has completed the seventh life-and-death pass, only the last one is missing.

"but what's so amazing about breathing that it can help unlock the genetic lock" Qingchen asked.

he was excited because he had touched the door of a new world, but he was still a little confused.

"you should know about endorphins," Li Shutong said.

Qingchen never forgets, but he hasn't really paid attention to this area before. He can only rely on the information in his memory to say: "like dopamine, it is a secretion that gives people happiness, but there are differences: playing games, winning the lottery, and gambling get dopamine, while the happiness and relaxation after exercise are given by endorphins."

Li Shutong shook his head. "that's what chicken soups say, but dopamine doesn't directly make people happy. It's just a neurotransmitter responsible for transporting serotonin that makes people happy." But generally speaking, dopamine is right to give happiness, but one thing you have to understand is that it does not give happiness, but addictive desire. "

"what about endorphins" Qingchen asked.

"endorphin is a substance that is bitter before sweet. It binds to morphine receptors in the body and can relieve pain, but this is only the most basic function," Li Shutong said. "our ancestors Qin Sheng made a very strict test and found that when the knights completed a certain life-and-death relationship, the endorphins in the body will be secreted in large quantities."

"so he thinks that dopamine is the poison that makes people sink, and endorphins are the key to the genetic lock."

"so there is a new creed in the Cavaliers: if you have experienced a painful life, you will be higher."wn.they swam towards the bottom of the lake, only to find that a shadow was fast approaching.A killer was locked and his neck was broken before he knew it.the shadow did not stay, but pedaled the body...